Saturday, July 28, 2007 @10:32 PM
Bad day for me. I woke up feeling lousy with tons of stuffs in my head, and to clear them off, I went jogging. After which, I had to rush to CCA and ended being late for like 1 and and a half hour. OKAY, I tried my best to stay as far away as possible from SAM(the gay "friend"), but of all times, he had to provoke me today. I do bite when I'm angry. Well... yeah... I blew it and I retaliated. All he had to do was to touch me and I'll bite. Yeah... so he pushed me more than twice, pointing to the banner we did(I drew some parts) and said to me in his usual loud sarcastic voice, "SEE THAT BANNER? YOU HAD NO PART IN IT! YOU DIDN'T DRAW OR PAINT!" HELLO? I DID draw, but when I tried to help with other parts, you PUSHED me away and even said that YOU DON'T NEED ME. FUCK YOU, ASSHOLE. And for the painting day, I WAS AWAY AT BTI - you fucking gay DID NOT go! Obviously I couldn't go and help! Has A level failure screwed you all up PERMANENTLY? In my own defence, it is normal for me to punch/kick/scratch you! And I just dug my nails into your hand. DO YOU HAVE TO SHRIEK WHEN YOU SAW MARKS ON IT? That just goes to show how gay you are.
The other incident is, you kept demoralizing people at the wrong time! I don't need you to make any comments, and I don't even need your sarcasm. What did you say? Well, you said that I have more failures to come! YOU CUNT. I bet it is YOU who have more failures to come. Also, you go around spreading that I am a NERD because I got 99/100 for my MMB CT. But, the paper was so easy that I am so confident of getting an A+. Besides, there are A LOT of people who got A! Even though I topped MMB, I still get Bs and Cs for my other elective modules(ie modules that are other than science). But YOU? You got ALL As, for Chris' sake! Now, you tell me who IS the real nerd here!
Oh, you do love licking people's ass-es, don't you? You bully the small, the weak, the sub-committees. But when you come face to face with the main committees, you bootlicked them and acting all angel. Well... Surprise, surprise, surprise. You were the topic of theirs, the butt of jokes to them. Bet you have no idea that NOBODY in both main and sub-committee likes you. I just got an insider information that they are finding ways to kick YOU, yes YOU, SAM YAP, OUT OF THE COMMITTEE! What do you think? Late for interview, expect them to do this and that, etc. You ungrateful gay. To think that I helped you to ask the interviewers to give you a chance to go thru the interview! They discussed for damn long whether they want you to be part of sub-comm or not, that's why you never got a call from them the same day the rest got their interview results! HAHAHA, DUMBASS.
TUESDAY: Washing of bandana
WEDNESDAY: Wear cap
SATURDAY: HOORAY. Bandana is clean and dry!
This is your everyday timetable. The cleaning part should really come, but do you even wash your cap? I really wonder...
My fellow readers, this gay, SAM YAP, is a coursemate of mine, who always wears a white bandana or a black cap. He had done his A level, apparently, he screwed it up and ended in NP. To make himself feel better, he went around demoralizing people without any qualms and make himself hateful. Obviously, I COULDN'T find anyone who likes him.
Now, SAM YAP, let me warn you - if you provoke me again, I might hurl abuses, lauch attacks and even PULL OFF YOUR BANDANA/CAP(whatever you are wearing that day)! I'm serious.
For today's small fight, the members of soliel saw it, but they couldn't care less because they don't like you in the first place and they know I wasn't the one who started it. You see, I have Rasyid, Ismail and Rosli to come to my help, yelling at you not to touch me. They have eyes to see what is going on. You better know your place.
Enough of that. Note: I rarely use vulgarities, and I admit I am vulgar in this entry, but I really am peeved. So yeah.
Very disappointed today. 'cos my dad forgotten that he promised to take me to BBDC to enrol driving course and today is the only day I'm free. Today is a really bad day...
God bless me.
Oh yes, Toyota Wish is going off on Monday. To think that Friday morning was the last time to sit on it. Besides Toyota Wish, the black Mitsubishi Galant had been sold off. All the seniors gone... Sigh. Dad drove the new Subaru TX - white AGAIN - and will be driving it until the Honda Odyssey Absolute comes on the 10th August. Subaru TX is not the thing for me. I don't like the feeling sitting in it. The horsepower may be good, but I would still go for comfort and design. Shall see how it goes for Odyssey when it comes...
Good night all.
Ésta es vida. Éste es amor. Ésta es muerte.
Thursday, July 26, 2007 @1:42 PM
Computer problem again. I guess I must have clicked the wrong thing and all the websites look all wrong! But anyway, I can still blog and do things online just that it is a bit harder to read, so probably ask my bro to help later on.
Backtrack to Friday, it was a really hectic day with 2 presentations in a row. I had lectures from 8am-12nn, DBG project presentation from 12nn-2pm, Immunology project skit rehearsal 2pm-3.30pm, actual Immunology presentation from 3.30pm-4pm. Yes, the immunology project presentation is service-orientated(ie we have to present to people outside science, which for our case, we gave a talk to ECH students). My role was to be a dumb bimbo, who knows nothing but to dress up like a "classy" woman and seducing the men. I had to learn to catwalk and how to behave like a bimbo. HAHA. Obviously, I make a really bad bimbo. I can't walk, talk and behave like a bimbo. I think with my brain and not my ass. I just gave my best during the actual thing and I just made the mark. LOL. My friends said I'm too nice to be a bimbo. I think so too. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Fastforward to friday night - Yinwhee's birthday celebration. Held a BBQ at XH's house as her celebration. I tried to be as friendly as I could (that was the MOST extrovert I can get), because YW's MI clique joined us in the celebration. If you guys think I'm still quite reserved, sorry, I tried my best. Time passed by very quickly and from 4 games, we had to reduce to 2 games. Nevertheless, it was fun. I had runs in the middle of the night, my guess is the food were undercooked (biggest culprit would be the otah), so I had to miss my CCA the next day. For more, view YW/JY/JON/SH's blogs.
I'm damn pissed off by a gay "friend" in Soliel!
So depressed over my CCTA practical exam. Gonna fail for sure. I had no idea what came over me that day. It was as though somebody had messed with my nerves. I read the wrong thing, forgotten to count 5 1mmsquare grids. I know how to do but I messed up at the last minute, poof! Everything's gone.
Oh yes oh yes, BMS level 2.1 students got the honour to visit BTI (Biopolis, A*STAR)! Biopolis is BEAUTIFUL! Really! Everything was so modern and the labs are so clean and sophisticated! We got to wear a kind of disposable/sterilizable labcoats! Before the trip, I was wondering whether to go or not cos I still had BIF test to study for. But after finding out the topics from Shawn and Michael, I decided to go afterall. No regrets going. It was so damn cool! Biopolis is not open to just anyone, even science professors like Dr Lim had to write in for permission. There are a lot of cafe restaurants as well, like Coffee Culture, blah blah blah.
YUP, I'm going off to study for my exam starting next week!
Ésta es vida. Éste es amor. Ésta es muerte.
Thursday, July 19, 2007 @1:04 PM
CONFIRMED! Dad had ordered a Honda Odyssey Absolute (Honda has odyssey, odyssey absolute, odyssey premium, with absolute and premium being the latest) in Premium White Pearl . We all thought the Black Amethyst Pearl looks fabulous when we went to the showroom and it is the colour that is only available for Odyssey Absolute and Premium, thus more unique. However, my dad, being adamant as always, got it in White! DUH. It doesn't look nice! The new model also comes with a sun-/moon-roof (definitely going to fight over sitting in the front passenger seat!), music player buttons on the steering wheels (so cool!), etc. There's a change in plan regards to the current Toyota Wish. It will be sold off instead of being scraped 'cos it is such a waste after modifying so many things. Also, the 2 TVs will not be transferred to the new car but will stay with Toyota Wish, so the buyer still have to pay quite a high price for the old model of Toyota Wish (No worries! Though it is more than 4 years old, it still looks as good as a brand new one!). Honda Odyssey EXV Absolute is more spacious inside and longer than Toyota Wish. I thought Dad's Toyota Wish looks so cool like a racing MPV and Odyssey EXV Absolute looks so family. I mean it looks exactly like a family car rather than for competing. Oh well... OH YES YES! My dad went back on his words! He said once I got my licence I could drive his car, but he changed his mind now! dammit!
I went down to BBDC (BB Driving Centre) with my parents the other day. They didn't tell me before hand and so, I did not bring my IC and photos along! Argh! Now I have to wait till this Sunday.
I better stop here. My gastritis is acting up again. Ouch....
Ésta es vida. Éste es amor. Ésta es muerte.
Saturday, July 07, 2007 @1:37 PM
Weekend is here! Not particularly happy 'cos I missed my weekly morning jog due to the rain this morning. It caused me to feel rather screwed - exercising has become a habit I guess.
Hmm. Let's see... I had a project meeting this morning online. Though I am the leader appointed by Dr Gordon, but in the end, Rasyid took over as the leader, for some unknown reasons. Haha. It is sort of like self-appointed leader 'cos in the Dr's list, I am still the leader. Leadership is just not in me YET.
There's nothing much to talk about on Friday - my usuals; attend lectures and practicals, except that it was exceptionally hard to endure the lectures (4hrs straight).
Then on Thursday, my first SAB module lesson. Surprisingly, there was no one from other schools except LSCT. T06 is dominated by LSCT year 2.1 BMS/MBIO students. HAHA. How funny. I got all the funny members for my group. First, there is annoying ETC (a joke shared by my classmates; only some of them know the details and I'm one of them), secondly, it is Ber who is extremely enthusiastic and overly friendly, and also, XS who is extremely hardworking (he topped the MBIO for many many many modules for 2 years) to the extent that I thought he never had a life. The only sane ones are Tim and me, except that Tim is very very very quiet and reserved but he is a trendy guy lah.
After class on Thursday, I met up with Kent to watch Die Hard 4.0 at GV Yishun. Die Hard is an action-packed movie which tells terrorism within America. America within America (ie Americans terrorise the America). It's like a riot but this is more high-class and sophisticated - this is Cyber terrorism. Thomas Gabriel hacked the govt systems and caused massive damage to traffic, stock markets, security, power supply etc. He went by a plan which Matthew had predicted and analysed what his next steps would be. John McClane, who was ordered to capture Matt, then dragged Matt to help save America (inititally, and later, Matt became the willing party to help). There was a lot of destruction and confusion in NYC. The first awesome part was when Thomas Gabriel sent men to kill Matt and John in a helicopter. The chase went into a computer operated tunnel which will open up the 4 lanes for cars to pass (in either directions). By confusing the public with the instructions shown at the top of the tunnel, they sent the cars driven by the public into the tunnel from both directions and caused massive accident inside. The pilings sent cars flying and somersaulted several turns. Kent and I were like "WOOAAH. Nice one." As the last resort, McClane sped towards the (separator) pillar and jumped out of the police car before it went up and hit the helicopter. I loved it man. Then there was another one which involved the collapse of highway roads and demon trucks (I forgot what is the exact name but it is something like demon and truck). Oh oh and one more thing, Maggie Q is HOT! She plays Mai Lihn in the movie and is in cahoots with Thomas Gabriel (which makes her a bad person). But she died early in the movie when she tried to shut down the backup date storage of everything in America. Another one involving car. Overall, the show is quite breathtaking due to the action violence. What I say here is not enough to show how breathtaking the actions were, so you guys have got to watch it.
After the movie, Kent and I went AMK hub. We walked around and soon we are done with the whole shopping centre. I did some window shopping only as I had gone to AMK hub to shop not too long ago. We went mostly to IT gadget shops. (I had my eyes on a particular phone already.) MUAHAHAA. Decided to eat New York New York and slack inside so as to avoid the crowds. Comparing NYNY to F&C, service-, food-, and efficiency-wise, I'd say F&C is wwwaaayyy better. One thing that is better than F&C is their salmon only. Did I regret going to NYNY for dinner? Probably yes.
Ésta es vida. Éste es amor. Ésta es muerte.
Thursday, July 05, 2007 @9:37 PM
Determination and perseverance is what keeps one going, on top of passion.
I have a lot of passion in fauna and often, when people ask me why am I so adamant on becoming a vet, I would say "I am driven by my passion." However, passion can only take one so far. You may have a lot of passion in some thing right now, but what if you run into many many many setbacks? Your passion might drop down to zero and you just give it up. In a business, it takes more than just passion. To being with, you have got to have the passion to acquire the required skills and knowledge. But to keep going, afloat, you have got to have determination and perseverance. People say, "The strongest muscle in the human body is the brain, and this leads to willpower." It is all in the brain, in your mind. The willpower will fuel your passion and in turn fuel you to propel forward. I have got the passion, and I see a bit of light coming from the pets sector. All I lack now is self-confidence, determination and perseverance.
When "they" combine to form a huge limiting factor, dreams may not come true and remain fantasies forever.
I have a lot of dreams. I have big dreams. However, all these dreams shatter at the thought of the restricting factors. They are so overwhelming and inhibit my dreams. I am afraid that all my dreams may never come true. I have so much to learn. I want to learn so many things but I wasn't given the chance to. Things just add on to my to-learn list and so many factors are stopping me. I have to keep postponing my plans, I don't know when I'll get to materialize all those plans.
Maybe one day I can put aside all these factors and head on for my big dreams.
God bless me, please.
P/S: Pardon for the poor/broken/lousy English used in my blogs. But, afterall, personal blogs are for self and contain visual memories.
Ésta es vida. Éste es amor. Ésta es muerte.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @7:58 PM
Today marked the death anniversary of 7 mice. They died for us, for a good cause. We had to get their spleen cells so we can obtain hybridomas which produces the antibodies wanted infinitely. The TSO ended their lives by placing them in a carbon dioxide-filled container. It was a horrible death! Their eyes were like popping out, pale, and in fits. Of course, my heart wrenched when I saw them in such distressed state, I cried. I'm the only one who cried lah. And the whole class was like "you okay?" When the late comers came in, they would like "eh, jiahui cried when killing of the mice was going on." After they were killed, each was dissected by students. But not me lah. I couldn't do it though I know I HAVE TO do it sooner or later when I proceed to university. Just watching my classmates do it made my knees go weak. I grabbed the DI water squeeze bottle but I didn't squeeze the water out 'cos it was made by some people's efforts, so can't waste it. The whole dissection process was quite gross but considered minimal in the medical field. The worst thing that happened today was someone ruptured the lungs/spleen/liver and the whole thing was quite messy (thank god it was a tiny mice). Ke(l)vin recorded the whole process while his team mate did it. So I'd probably get the video from him, then decide if I have the courage and strength to view it. HAHA. I actually brought my camera in but I was feeling too distressed to tape the whole thing, you see. Yes, we are allowed to video experiments in labs.
After my team mate got the spleen out, I had to grate (yes, GRATE!)the spleen to get the cells. I was distracted and feeling weak all over. In the end, our group got NO CELLS. Hooray. We'd fail if our cultures are graded!
I was quite badly affected by the whole thing and the MMB lecture in the afternoon didn't help. She showed us photos of animals at slaughterhouse. I was kinda gross out and traumatized!
But but but! At the end of the day, we got back our MMB CT paper and I'm very pleased with the result. However, I think the paper was actually easy and kinda expected it. I expected an A but I never expected it to be an AD. YEAP!
I am still traumatized by the mousey thingy. HAA. Mousey. My MMB lecturer always says that. She is so adorable! She comes from a medical family - her dad is a "double-doctor"; a PhD and specialised doctor. She herself is a PhD holder too. Wonderful lecturers I have this sem.
Ésta es vida. Éste es amor. Ésta es muerte.